what if I fail??
There's so much riding on this particular "want" of mine - the well being of my kids for one, and my future financial stability (or lack thereof) for two...I decided to use the "Follow Your Muse" title, because as I look back on my life, I see that all the major decisions I have made from MY GUT - you know those choices that come from within somewhere - they have been the most successful ones. When I decide to do something "because" - like a whim but not really - like my inner voice is speaking to me. Those are the good ones. Maybe it's my MUSE telling me to do these things. If that's the case, then my muse is a very smart person. I think I'll trust her.